I’ve been feeling really quite low for the last few days. I was really down on Saturday, better yesterday but still not great. Today I am feeling kind of crappy too. I live such an isolated life these days and I guess it’s getting to me. Probably the weather has something to do with it. The very short days don’t help. Today it was grey and cold and dark by 4:30. I have a ton of work to do and barely got anything done. I’ll try in a minute and hope to feel better by bed.
I didn’t even do anything with the dogs today. The farm never got back to me about training and I didn’t call back to follow up. I was going to just do some agility training in the yard but didn’t even do that. Interestingly, the dogs just slept all day and have been as quiet as I have been feeling. Maybe there’s something in the air.
The rest of the week is busy. I don’t know why I suddenly crashed like this after feeling so positive for several months. Maybe it’s the effect of the accident. I typically crash after a strong emotional shock, and hitting the deer was certainly that. Who knows. I just hope I start feeling better soon as this sucks! I’m sure the dog are hoping the same thing so they can get back to their routine of fun and exercise.